We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Color Me Uncomfortable

by Davis Esther Rose

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
flowers grow where soil was but so do weeds i thought I wAs starting to bloom i never Made it where i wanted to be So can i please take a fucking second To bReathe Or are we not eNtitled to our insecurities i'll try i'll try i'll try i'll try i'll try to be to be to be to be to be the best the best the best for me i've Got a long way to go gotta long way to go I'll try to be the oNe to hold Me up i'll trY tO Watch the suN and learn from the sky and moon and stars up above but can i love the person that i guess i have become What Am i made of and can i use it to prove that i'm strong enough? i'll trY i'll try i'll try i'll try i'll try to be to be to be to be to be the best the best the best for me i've got a long way to go gotta long way to go so when i say sorry please excuse the lie and when i say i'm hurting please don't watch me cry i'm gonna be vocal about what's going on i'm gonna be vocal and talk about what's wrong i'll try i'll try i'll try i'll try i'll try to be to be to be to be to be the best the best the best for me i've got a long way to go until i really feel at home
2.
still 03:16
plans change and people Do toO a year ago i'd wait two years for you i've chaNged and i guess i'm new buT nothing's happened with you you're still the same so lay me down tell me i'm not Good Enough you're sTill the same unfold your thoughts about me send the paper airplane over the sea dive in, and burn it all up All your love for me has turned to dust you're still the same so tie me up tell me you thought i was good enough you're still the same i know you told me i know you said we'd meet again i know you told me i know you said we'd meet again oh you know you told me you know you said we'd meet again you packed me up with Cotton and glass you told me that you knew that i would last you sent me off to somewhere far away my bones aRe broken now, my body decayed bUt i'm not the Same so i'll burn your name and say i've always been good enougH and i'll stay this way

3.
dear men 03:11
if You touch mE i'll touch you i'll break your arm you'll probably chip a tooth if you talk to me i'll talk to you you'll learn thingS you never knew like how much you suck how bAd your Luck is gonna be if you say another word to me so don't say another word to me dear men take a fuckin hint! dear men Learn about consent! if you say i'm cute you're gonna find my boot, kicking your ass that's not a coMpliment if i don't want it if you look at me i'll look right back at you you'll be surprised to find pEpper spray in your eyes doN't judge me by my size i'm five foot two but i'll still beat the shit outta you dear men take a fuckin hint! dear men learn about consent! dear men take a fuckin hint! dear men learn about consent! dear men everything's not about you dear men the rest of the world has feelings too dear men dear men

4.
I don't need any of this shit right noW who the fuck saId having feeLings is aLlowed so Chew me up and spit me Out i've never been one to hang around i'll draw a straight line through your naMe i'll draw a straight line i'll take the blaMe i know i shoUldn't feel the way i do my whole life still feels so New so i'll plant a seed and watch It bloom i don't wanna wait i wanna see it through i'll draw a straight line through your name i'll draw a straight line i'll take the blame apologies fill my head i'll seCond guess myself Again i'll speak my mind, buT stay in bEd writing down more words instead i know, i know this will be gone i will move on and i'll be strong and i'll draw a straight line through your name i'll draw a straight line WILL YOU DO THE SAME?

credits

released December 7, 2018

thank you to Steph Caronna for recording and mixing and doing all the amazing things for this to happen!!!!! Thank you to Chase Milo Reid/ The Eggboy for eir amazing harmonies!!! Thank you to my friends for your support, always <3

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Davis Esther Rose Portland, Oregon

nonbinary jewish lesbian making music to process & cope with the many facets of existence

sign up for my mailing list below to get updates while I am off of social media :-)

contact / help

Contact Davis Esther Rose

Streaming and
Download help

Redeem code

Report this album or account

If you like Davis Esther Rose, you may also like: