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strong enough
03:18
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flowers grow where soil was
but so do weeds
i thought I wAs starting to bloom
i never Made it where i wanted to be
So can i please
take a fucking second To bReathe
Or are we
not eNtitled to our insecurities
i'll try i'll try i'll try i'll try i'll try
to be to be to be to be to be
the best the best the best for me
i've Got a long way to go
gotta long way to go
I'll try to be the oNe
to hold Me up
i'll trY tO Watch the suN
and learn from the sky and moon and stars up above
but can i love
the person that i guess i have become
What Am i made of
and can i use it to prove that i'm strong enough?
i'll trY i'll try i'll try i'll try i'll try
to be to be to be to be to be
the best the best the best for me
i've got a long way to go
gotta long way to go
so when i say sorry
please excuse the lie
and when i say i'm hurting
please don't watch me cry
i'm gonna be vocal
about what's going on
i'm gonna be vocal
and talk about what's wrong
i'll try i'll try i'll try i'll try i'll try
to be to be to be to be to be
the best the best the best for me
i've got a long way to go
until i really feel at home
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still
03:16
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plans change and people Do toO a year ago i'd wait two years for you i've chaNged and i guess i'm new buT nothing's happened with you
you're still the same
so lay me down
tell me i'm not Good Enough
you're sTill the same
unfold your thoughts about me send the paper airplane over the sea dive in, and burn it all up
All your love for me has turned to dust
you're still the same
so tie me up
tell me you thought i was good enough
you're still the same
i know you told me
i know you said we'd meet again
i know you told me
i know you said we'd meet again oh you know you told me
you know you said we'd meet again
you packed me up with Cotton and glass you told me that you knew that i would last you sent me off to somewhere far away my bones aRe broken now, my body decayed bUt i'm not the Same
so i'll burn your name
and say i've always been good enougH and i'll stay this way
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dear men
03:11
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if You touch mE
i'll touch you
i'll break your arm you'll probably chip a tooth
if you talk to me i'll talk to you you'll learn thingS you never knew
like how much you suck how bAd your Luck
is gonna be
if you say another word to me
so don't say another word to me
dear men
take a fuckin hint! dear men Learn about consent!
if you say i'm cute
you're gonna find my boot, kicking your ass that's not a coMpliment
if i don't want it
if you look at me
i'll look right back at you you'll be surprised
to find
pEpper spray in your eyes doN't judge me by my size
i'm five foot two
but i'll still beat the shit outta you
dear men
take a fuckin hint!
dear men
learn about consent!
dear men
take a fuckin hint!
dear men
learn about consent!
dear men
everything's not about you dear men
the rest of the world has feelings too dear men
dear men
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feelings suck
05:34
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I don't need any of this shit right noW who the fuck saId having feeLings is aLlowed so Chew me up and spit me Out
i've never been one to hang around
i'll draw a straight line through your naMe i'll draw a straight line i'll take the blaMe
i know i shoUldn't feel the way i do my whole life still feels so New
so i'll plant a seed and watch It bloom
i don't wanna wait i wanna see it through
i'll draw a straight line through your name i'll draw a straight line i'll take the blame
apologies fill my head
i'll seCond guess myself Again i'll speak my mind, buT stay in bEd writing down more words instead
i know, i know this will be gone i will move on and i'll be strong
and i'll draw a straight line through your name
i'll draw a straight line WILL YOU DO THE SAME?
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Davis Esther Rose Portland, Oregon
nonbinary jewish lesbian making music to process & cope with the many facets of existence
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